Friday 3 February 2012

Can't stop thinking about him.

Can't stop thinking about seeing him again; being with him again.

Im just so looking forward to it. He's amazing. Being with him is amazing. Just the thought makes me so happy.

But distraction, distraction, distraction.

Going to Melbourne tonight.

Seeing Lincoln tomorrow.

Lucas starts school on Monday.

Seeing my case worker Tuesday. Need to chase up legal rep and my tafe course then too.

Seeing Lucas on Wednesday.

My birthday on Thursday. Seeing Bee. Have a meeting with dhs and finding how much longer they want to keep my children from me.

Then Friday group therapy again and back down to Melbourne for a massive weekend.

Wednesday 1 February 2012

Your love is my drug

Just because Kesha - of all people - can say it better than I can today. This is exactly how I feel right now.

http://youtu.be/QR_qa3Ohwls

Maybe I need some rehab,
Or maybe just need some sleep
I've got a sick obsession,
I'm seeing it in my dreams

I'm looking down every alley,
I'm making those desperate calls
Im staying up all night hoping,
Hit my head against the walls

What you've got boy is hard to find
Think about it all about it all the time
I'm all strung up my heart is fried
I just cant get you off my mind

Because your love, your love, your love, is my drug
Your love your love your love
I said your love, your love, your love, is my drug
Your love your love your love

Won't listen to any advice, mamma's telling me to think twice
But left to my own devices i'm addicted its a crisis!

My friends think I've gone crazy, my judgment is getting kinda hazy
My status is gonna be affected if I keep it up like a love sick crackhead

What you've got boy is hard to find
Think about it all about it all the time
I'm all strung up my heart is fried
I just cant get you off my mind


Because your love, your love, your love, is my drug
Your love your love your love
I said your love, your love, your love, is my drug
Your love your love your love

I don't care what people say
The rush is worth the price I pay
I get so high when you're with me
But crash and crave you when you are away

So I got a question;
Do you want to have a summer party in my basement?
Do I make your heart beat like an 808 drum?
Is my love, your drug?
(huh) Your drug? (huh) your drug? (huh) your drug?
Is my love, your drug?

Because your love, your love, your love, is my drug
Your love your love your love
I said your love, your love, your love, is my drug
Your love your love your love (x2)

Heyyy heyyy your love, your love,your love,your love, is my drug